Apocalypse goes BOOM

Take That!

Apocalypse — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 00:03:26 GMT

It's been a while but I managed to once again pull through. I found a stable home and am surrounded by people that love and only want the best for me! It's a weird feeling DAMN!

Take That!

Apocalypse — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 20:11:13 GMT

Once again, it doesn't matter whats thrown at me. I'm coming back to life and nothing except a bullet will stop me!

TheFakeyz

Apocalypse — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 12:15:39 GMT

I can't believe the crap I was listening to today! I don't know what was worse, the crazy opportunists feeding the B.S., or the idiots who believe it! The entire thing was PARASTUPID!

SiK AdjustmentZ

Apocalypse — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:48:47 GMT

Well, it seems like I am living in a world were things don't get better. Since the accident, my doctor has adjusting my back. I guess things sometimes get worse before the begin to get better...

Another Wrench

Apocalypse — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 00:07:29 GMT

Times are REALLY tough lately, and just when I was about to make it through this mess...another wrench was thrown in to seriously jam me up. So I tried to make a "happy" mix.

All Downhill From Here...

Apocalypse — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 23:09:55 GMT

Well, this is a point in my life were EVERY little choice I make is very crucial. Its up to me if I sink or swim, live or die.

ARE YOU IN?

Apocalypse — Wed, 13 May 2009 18:01:28 GMT

You are either in or out, it's up to you!

WRECKED

Apocalypse — Sun, 10 May 2009 21:26:58 GMT

My friend and I were driving home, and an IDIOT on a cell slammed into the back of her car and totaled it!

Fuzed

Apocalypse — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:03:56 GMT

This is the first mix I've done in a while...

Adjustment

Apocalypse — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 02:48:06 GMT

Can you thing of anything in your life that could benefit from an adjustment? I'm sure you can...

Strung

Apocalypse — Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:37:42 GMT

I was just getting impatient and felt like I was being "strung along"...

PanicAttak

Apocalypse — Sat, 07 Mar 2009 08:37:20 GMT

Need I say more!

An Issue I Kickt!

Apocalypse — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 11:54:09 GMT

Every so often, usually when I'm feeling alone and this knot of frustration, anger, and an overwhelming sadness builds in my chest and throat...I am reminded of an "issue", I secretly battled and eventually kicked by myself. Not an urge, but kind of a reminder of my ability to"not lose it" and cope with trauma and abuse. This is something I never had anyone to talk to about, and still don't. It is important for people to have a person they trust to talk to about things. It can make such a difference in how they get through the rest of their life! What I really, really want to do is find a way I can help people that are going through one of the HARDEST things to kick! Somehow, the STUPIDEST choice I EVER made, taught me things about myself that I'm lucky to know. In my case, a lesson in which less than 20% actually live to tell about it...

IDontKnow

Apocalypse — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 19:19:42 GMT

All I can say is that I was feeling something. A little bored, definately anxious, and ready for things to move forward. I've done all I can do at this point...

outtaMYmind?!

Apocalypse — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 22:11:38 GMT

As I get a clearer picture of what I need/want to do with myself (realistically) so I don't just "scrape by", and as I handle each step, things start falling into place. My confidence grows, and you feel that you actually have a chance to be in full control of your life...I realize people you thought cared don't always want to see you grow. You start believing that you are worthless,outta your mind, a stress to others, and come off to others as a "beat dog". Then finally something "clicks" and you get that "revelation"! I have faults, but am certainly not ALWAYS the problem and sure I'm a little crazy,and wierd. I'm ALWAYS the first to admit though, erfect... can you? Oh yeah, of course not, you're perfect...